V času velikih prevar, laži in vsakršnih očitnih grdobij,
ko veliki družbeni preobrat tik pred vrati že stoji –
po drevesih se ozri, njih duhovni moči se odpri!
Videl boš, drevo-prijatelj
tolažbo ti ponudi, misli in srce umiri.
Videl boš, drevo-prijatelj
vrne radost ti in prvinske moči.
Hvala Bojana in drevesa za ta navdih
Nikdar nisem razumeta, kako imajo ljudje lahko kamnit kip, sliko ali kako drugo reč, ki propade, za umetnine, narave, kateri se noben nedihajoč in nečuteč človeški izdelek niti približa ne, pa nimajo za Umetnino, ki bi jo smeli le obzirno občudovati. Kako močno ste pod vplivom smrtne misli, veste po tem, kaj vse ste pripravljeni narediti, da si mrtve reči pridobite.
Gotovo najbolj spregledana Umetnina, ki je bila do sedaj največja redkost tega sveta, a prehaja neustavljivo metastazo, ki bo raven ‘normalnega’ dvignila za oktavo ali dve na višji frekvenčni nivo…., je ‘V Ljubezni uresničen Človek’.
To je zdaj najbolj iskana Umetnina, katere valuta je vsebnost Svetlobe, ki jo Umetnina izžareva. Z Ljubeznijo oživljen in ožarjen človek lahko ceni le stvari, ki tudi same žarijo čudovite obraze organskega Življenja. Njega ne gane nikakršno mrtvilo, naj bo v denarju ovrednoteno z mnogimi ničlami, kar mu sporoča le globino njihove ničevosti.
Nikogar ni, ki bi mogel temniti vašo odločitev po Sijanju, razen vaše mlačnosti, česar lenuhi in brezbrižneži nočejo vedeti. Vaš Sijaj je izključno v vaših rokah, kar je za pristne razveseljiva novica, ki v trenutku pomete z vsemi strahovi in pomisleki, ki so jim morda še do tega trenutka bingljali za vratom kot giljotina.
Vsakokrat posebej me na noge postavi Jezusov uvid, da bi bilo vse hudo na Zemlji upravičeno, če bi se iz zank smrtne misli rešila ena sama Duša! Kakšna izjava! Kakšno vrednost s to izjavo daje Duši. 2000 let odrešenjskega dela se približuje žetvi. Hotela bi, da ne bi bilo nikogar izmed vas, ki veste več kot mnogi, da bi ne posvetili vsakega diha v notranje očiščevanje in v osvobajanje vpliva ujete misli, ki vas je vzgojila. Nikomur ne privoščim očitka, da je vedel, pa ostajal mlačen kot sporoča neka otroška pesmica: ‘Mi pa nič, čisto nič in pobral nas je hudič, -dič, -dič’.’
Kdor doume veličino te izjave, veličino svoje Svetlobe, Božanske dediščine
ta v istem hipu spusti vse svoje načrte iz rok
in preostanke Ljubezni preliva le še v povečevanje Nje.
Kdor hrepeni po dostojanstvu Duše,
ta rad spusti svojo voljo, da bi stregel le še volji Ljubezni.
To je razsvetljen človek, dobesedno. Njegov žar zavesti ni več mlačno črnkast, neprožen in nesijoč, kakršen je od neljubečega, pač pa napet mehur kristalne jantarjeve svetlobe, pred katerim se tema umika kot hudič pred križem. S svojim sijajem dobesedno orje po teminah, ki ga obdajajo in ničesar ni, kar bi moglo zasenčiti en sam foton njegove Svetlobe. To je suverenost ljubečega.
Zame je to edino vredno poslanstvo, s katerim upravičim darilo Življenja. Vso svojo odraslost sem pričakovala nekaj velikega, a si nisem mogla predstavljati te Veličine, ki nam je zdaj na voljo. Smo sredi najveličastnejše točke našega razvoja, ki ga ne morem dovolj poudariti, da bi dregnila v uspavanost duš. Do sedaj so se iz smrtnih zank reševale le posamezne duše, zdaj je rešitev na voljo vsem!!! Kakšna priložnost, kakšni prelomni časi!!! Zdaj lahko izstopimo iz inkubacijskega zapredka groba, nehamo riti po stvareh Zemlje, razpremo zakrknjena krila Ljubezni in zacvetimo iz notranjih Lepot. To je točka, ko se iz višav k nam spustila dobrohotna roka in nas vabi, da se iz vseh štirih postavimo na svoje noge, da sprejmemo odgovornost odraslosti, da se izvijemo iz vsake odvisnosti in dozorimo za visoko kvaliteto Živih, ki jih gane le Živo.
Vem, težko je razumeti nekaj, česar ne poznate, še niste nikdar doživeli in o tem ničesar ne veste. In ljudje ne vemo ničesar o Življenju in kaj pomeni biti Živ, a zagotavljam vam, da enako kot ribico, rojeno v akvariju, prostranost ocena ne plaši, pač pa jo spomni na njene prvinske moči. Enako je tudi z vami, ki se pustite zvabiti v dejanja ljubezni in morete odpustiti vsem vse, se ne bati zase n za svoje in slediti le še temu, kar vam narekuje srce, Vi boste tisočkrat nagrajeni za vsako dobro voljo, ki ste jo poklonili sitnežu, za vsako razumevanje, ki ste ga izkazali sovražnemu, za vsak molk, ki ste ga poklonili prepirljivcu in za vsako ‘premoženje’, ki ste ga prepustili pohlepnežu.
Ne bojte se Sijajne duše, ne bojte se ničesar. Za vsakih gibom, ki ga naredi človek, stoji Vesoljna Avtoriteta, ki ima svoj Ljubeči Red in ga nobeno človeško sredstvo ne prepiše. To Veličino, to vseobsegajočo Prisotnost, kateri se podreja vse, sem prvikrat začutila proti koncu gozdnega tihotenja kot puščico skozi tretje oko, da me je butnilo v znak, medtem ko sem tiho zrla v plamene. Po 11 dnevnem postenju, osami in notranji tišini je stekla skozi mene kot tok energije. Lahko bi se ustrašila, občutje energijskega gomazenja bi lahko delovalo strašljivo, a mi notranja tišina ni dovoljevala ukrepanja, le čisto in zaupljivo prepustitev, ki me je božala s polnino prijetnosti in sporočanjem: ‘Nisi sama! Moč sem vedno s tabo!’
Odmik, sem si nadejala, mi bo dal odgovora, kaj naj zdaj, ko je vse staro odšlo, dobila pa sem Oživitev, čeprav sploh nisem vedela, da nisem Živa. Šele, ko je bilo v meni dovolj miru, sem prepoznavala mrtvost, v kateri sem tičala vse Življenje in nihče me ni bi mogel prepričati v to, dokler mi je vladala arogantna pamet. Zato me Življenje lahko doseže le takrat, ko misel izgubi nadzor nad mano.
Seveda sem po tem izbruhu Moči še padala, spet in spet, vse dokler se nisem naučila v sebi mirovati kot sem mirovala na tem gozdnem odmiku. Če hočem Moč, moram izginit iz sebe z vsem svojim. Ona pride, kadar mene v meni ni. V meni je lahko le Eno, ali Bog ali mamon. Kako boš to komurkoli pojasnil, ne da bi izpadel nekakšen filozofski vudu cepec. Pa vendar sem dočakala globalno sesutje ječarske misli, ki je potrebna, da se rojstvo duše lahko zgodi. Zato ne le, da smem govoriti o duhovni tehnologiji, vse v meni kriči po tem, da se podari ljudem dobre volje.
Zdaj vse več ljudi prepoznava resničen obraz našega sveta, ki v resnici ni naš, je bolj tuja tatinska kukavica, ki se je rinila v naše notranje gnezdo, hoče zase vse in izrine, kar je pristno našega. Vendar se pazite jasnosti. Če se v vas vzdiguje ogorčenost nad hudim, ki ga zdaj opazite, ne pozabite, da je tu že od pamtiveka, le vi ga vidite šele sedaj. Ne ujemite se v past cinizma, ki spremlja novo prebujenost, ki bi rad postrelil vse barabe, ki jih zdaj vidi v obrazih, ki jim je še malo prej zaupal. Če to naredite, ste že poraženi in vaše prebujenje se je sfižilo sredi poroda.
V logiki Življenja vgrajeno varovalo, ki s količino notranje tišine dozira raven uvidov, ki jih lahko prenesete brez samouničenja. Več kot je v vas Miru, bolj so vam jasne stvari, kajti le Mir sprejema, odpušča in povzdiguje, kar je nizkega. Zato s prebujenjem odlašate, dokler se resno ne zavzamete za izgradnjo notranje tišine, iz katere se vam grozote našega sveta lahko razkrijejo, ne da bi vas nemir poganjal v nasilna ukrepanja.
Ste razumeli pravkar povedano! Ne dlakocepite in ne izmikajte se,
pa boste deležni Življenja. To veste tudi brez, da vam nekdo pove:
dokler ne boste zanemarili misli,
dokler v sebi ne izgradite čistine Miru, ne boste Oživeli.
Svoboda bo kot drugo krilo ptice Ljubezni, postala najbolj iskana in cenjena Vrednost, ki se kaže tudi v tem, da ne čutite potrebe po dodajanju samih sebe na trenutno Življenjsko dogajanje. Ko boste prerasli potrebo, da ljudi in situacije krojite po sebi, boste zelo blizu Živosti, ki v vsakem trenutku vse vidi v Popolnem Redu, v katerega se ne smem vmešati po svoje… niti s povsem, nam običajnimi stvarmi, kot je hoteti odprtje nove blagajne v trgovini, ko stojim 10-ta v vrsti in me furija nemira biča v hitenje in ukrepanje. Ne smem je ubogati in moram sprejeti dano stanje tǎko kot je, če mi je Življenje drago. Sicer pa lahko ubogam morilsko kukavico v glavi in izberem vmešavanje v Red Življenja in prostovoljno smrt.
Kdor se bo hotel sam prepričati o tej energijski dinamiki Življenja, ta se bo prepričal tudi o tem, da je dovolj, da si spontano zaželim, da bi se odprla še ena blagajna, da bi ujela še zadnje žarke sonca po celem dnevu v jekleno betonskem svetu in ne mine nekaj sekund, ko se bo tako ali drugače blagajna zares odprla brez mojega ukrepanja. To ne deluje, kadar to naredim z namero preizkušanja, ali to res deluje. Življenja ne morem pretentati, da bi ubogal karkoli drugega kot pristne vzdihe srca! To je zares Veličastna narava Življenja, ki je samo po sebi varovalni prag, čez katerega smrt ne more. Zato, znova ponavljam, ne upirajte se temu, kar se godi, kajti to, kar je dovoljeno, da se zgodi, je prešlo ta prag in Življenje v tem vidi svojo življenjsko korist.
Kapljice Hostarke vabijo le k enemu – k notranji tišini,
k umiku med drevesa in v mir, v sprejemanje drugih
in v zadovoljstvo s tem, kar je. To ni moje mnenje,
in če se s tem strinjate, tudi ne bo postalo vaše mnenje.
To je uvid, ki se zbistri pred notranjim očesom, ko v sebi utihnete!
Kdo sem, da bi si ga lastila, kajti v notranji tišini ni mene,
je le Življenjska Jasnost, ki je bila tam mnogo pred mano.
Razumete! To je puščica v tretje oko! Je sesutje celotnega sistema. Je jasnost v zlaganost sveta, ki je vdrl vame od zunaj in v katerem ni sence spoštovanja do božanske nedotakljivosti duha, v katerem je že Vse. Je šok terapija, je klofuta streznitve, ker prepoznam misel kot prevarantko, ki hoče moje strinjanje, da jo spravim v Življenje tako, da v istem trenutku, ko jo uresničim, izgubim nekaj Življenjske moči. Kako bi to lahko še bolj razločno pojasnila.
V Življenju ni misli!!! Misel obstaja samo v glavi tistega, ki jo misli, nikjer druge. Ni resnična, ne glede na to, kakšna je. Misel je abstraktni konstrukt, ki se hrani z vašo energijo. Nikjer v naravi je ne najdete, nobeno živo bitje je ne pozna. Pojdite za par dni v gozdno samoto in je ne boste našli nikjer, razen v vaši glavi, da vam, nagaja na vse načine, da bi se ne vživeli v vse prisoten mir, ki vas v naravi obdaja.
Misel je sredstvo programiranja mimo programa Življenja tako, da vas spelje na čarovnice preteklega, prihodnjega ali abstraktnega, kjer Življenja ni!!! Kadar koli torej govorite o nečem, kar se je zgodilo ali o nečem, kar se še bo, ste kot preluknjan balon in energijsko pospešeno puščate. Ali kadar slišite napovedovanje prihodnjih dogodkov, ki vas svarijo na vse mogoče negativne možnosti kot so apokalipsa, razdejanje, pomanjkanje hrane, zastrupljanje zraka, vod in hrane…, se spomnite pravkar povedanega in prepoznajte past namerno lansiranih negativnih projekcij, da bi vas odtegnili od celovitega bivanja, v katerem ste zavarovani pred vdori energijskih tatinov, ki vas jemljejo le, kadar vas ni v sedanjem dogajanju. Naučite se zapustiti reaktivno obnašanje na podlagi nečesa, kar se je zgodilo ali naj bi se šele zgodilo in postanite proaktiven, samonikel in srčen ustvarjalec lastne resničnosti.
Nobena beseda ne bo dosegla vašega srca, če si ne prizadevate ustvariti Miru v sebi, če ne počistite prsti notranjega vrta do brez-plevelnosti, če zunanjim okoliščinam še dovoljujete vladavino nad sabo, izberete vlogo žrtve, skomig z rameni in s tem prostovoljno smrt. Vsi rešilni biseri bodo padli skoz vas kot v posodo brez dna.
Šele, ko je v vas Mir, Življenju sporočate, da Ga hočete.
Po skoraj 30 letih od te ‘strele v glavo’, začenjam razumeti zapletenost položaja, v katerega smo ljudje ujeti.
Življenje je sinonim za Svobodo in Ljubezen, nikogar ne more v nič prisiliti.
Ljubezen ne more kaznovati, ne more prepovedati, ne more se vsiliti nikomur,
ne more uporabiti smrtnih lastnosti, da bi me privabilo k Sebi.
Lahko le ljubeče, nežno in tiho vabi in upa, da je občutljivost v meni
še vsaj toliko Živa, da jo prepozna za edino rešilno bilko, in da premorem
še toliko kapljic Ljubezni, da zalijejo ta uvid v uresničitev.
Razumete zdaj, kakšna Visoka Umetnost je nežnosti in spoštljivosti Ljubezni prodreti skozi trd in neobčutljiv oklep neživljenjskega obnašanja. Zato pojdite že vendar med drevesa in tam prisluhnite kapljicam Hostarke, nikjer drugje vam ne bodo obrodila sadove. Spustile hobije v zaprtih prostorih, zaprite medije in čtiva, zoptimizirajte svoj dan, da boste vedno imeli čas in energijo za dolga zadrževanja pod temi mogočneži, ki s svojimi zadnjimi vzdihljaji k vam stegujejo ljubeče žarke.
Od takrat sem se vse bolj zaupljivo prepuščala moči dreves za karkoli me je že mučilo. Vedela sem, da ljudje ne vedo, ker nimajo Miru, brez njega pa ničesar Življenjskega. Nepoznavalec bi temu rekel pogum, da se ob stiski pritisneš ob drevesa in zanemariš vse, kar veš ti ali kdorkoli drug, a meni se bolj kot pogum to zdi le padec na kolena pred Veličino Življenja, ki ji znova vidim obraz in ob kateri se vse človeško zdi neznatno in nevredno moje pozornosti.
Nasičenost z notranjo tišino je najvišja moč, kar jo človek lahko doseže. V njej izgine vse nižje, vključno s t.i po stroki označenimi neozdravljivimi boleznimi, psihično stisko, strahovi, odvisnostmi, zmedo, nasilnostjo do sebe… z vsem. Svetloba se vižiga iz dejanj Ljubezni, zato bolj kot negujete molk in notranjo tišino, bolj razločno prepoznate glas Ljubezni in bolj vnemate Svetlobno telo, v katerem je Zdravje, Jasnost in Moč. Zdravje ste izgubili, ker ste zatemnili sijaj z dejanji neljubezni, znova ga pridobite z dejanji Ljubezni.
Podobno kot z doživetjem zares odlične glasbe
ali visoko zvenečega človeka… slabše od tega me nikdar več ne zadovolji.
Zato lahko rečem, da je najbolj očiten znak zvišane vibracije,
zvišan nivo osebnega zadovoljstva;
vse nekvalitetno odpade z mene kot jesensko listje z dreves.
Brez naprezanja, naravno kot prehod letnega časa.
Ne morem reči niti, da imam jaz kaj pri tem, razen da se sem bila
poslušna kvaliteti Ljubezni, ki jo prebudi le Življenjsko Popolnost.
Tako me je že v rosnih 20-ih minilo vse, kar sem prej še tako ‘rada in zagnano počela’, vse se mi je zdelo nevredno moje pozornosti. Moje delo, moji hobiji, moji odnosi, moja prepričanja, moja filozofija, moje navade… vse brez življenjske vrednosti, kar nekaj, kar vsi počno… in vsi počno, kar so počeli drugi in ponavljam nekaj, kar so ponovili drugi pred njimi… in se obsojam na neizvirno rutino, ki ubija duha, kajti Življenje je enkratna neponovljivost, z vsakim trenutkom sveža, vedno znova nova.
Z vsakim dnem po koncu odmika sem bolj spoznavala, kaj se mi je zares zgodilo. Šele zdaj sem bila zares pred pravo preizkušnjo. 11 dni brez hrane se je morda zdelo veliko, toda v primeri s postom, kakršen me je čakal zdaj, ni bilo primerjave. Znašla sem se v še veliko večjem vakumu kot pred njim… sebe, kakršna sem bila, nisem mogla več živeti.
Song of the Forest 4 – Fasting from yourself or Slap of sobriety
In a time of great deception, lies, and all kinds of obvious abominations,
when a great social upheaval is just around the corner –
look around the trees, their spiritual power is revealed!
You will see, tree-friend
offers you comfort, calms your mind and heart.
You will see, tree-friend
it returns joy to you and primal powers.
Thank you Bojana and trees for this inspiration
I have never understood how people can consider a stone statue, a picture, or some other thing that decays, to be work of art…, nature, which no non-breathing and insensible human product even comes close to, is considered to be a work of art and should only be respectfully admired. How strongly you are under the influence of the death thought, you know by what you are willing to do to acquire dead things.
Probably the most overlooked piece of art, which until now was the greatest rarity of this world, but is undergoing an unstoppable metastasis, which will raise the level of ‘normal’ by an octave or two to a higher frequency level…, is ‘A Man Realized in Love’.
It is now becoming the most sought-after Artifact, whose currency is the content of Light that the Artifact emits. A person enlivened and illuminated by Love can only appreciate things that themselves illuminate the beautiful faces of organic Life. He is not moved by any kind of deadness, even if it is valued in money with many zeros, which only informs him of the depth of their nothingness.
There is no one who can darken your decision after the Shining, except your lukewarmness, which the lazy and indifferent do not want to know. Your Shine is solely in your hands, which for the genuine is gratifying news that instantly sweeps away all fears and concerns that may have been hanging around their necks like a guillotine until this moment.
Every time, Jesus’ insight puts me on my feet, that everything bad on Earth would be justified if a single Soul were to be freed from the snares of mortal thought! What a statement! What value does he give to the Soul with this statement? 2,000 years of redemptive work is drawing to a close. I wish that there were none of you, who know more than many, that you would not devote every breath to inner purification and to freeing from the influence of the trapped thought that raised you. I won’t spare anyone the reproach that he knew, but remained lukewarm, as a children’s song says: ‘But we did nothing, absolutely nothing, and the devil picked us up, -up, -up’.’
Whoever understands the greatness of this statement,
the greatness of his Light, of his Divine heritage
he drops all his plans in the same moment
and the rest of Love pours only into the increase of Her.
He who longs for the dignity of the Soul,
he likes to let go of his will in order to serve only the will of Love.
This is an enlightened man, literally. His fire of consciousness is no longer the tepid black, inflexible, and bearing of the unloving, but a tense bubble of crystalline amber light, before which the darkness retreats like the devil before the cross. With its brilliance, it literally plows through the darkness that surrounds him, and there is nothing that can outshine a single photon of his Light. This is the sovereignty of the loving.
For me, this is the only worthwhile mission, with which I justify the gift of Life. All my adulthood I expected something great, but I could not imagine the Greatness that is available to us now. We are in the midst of the most magnificent point in our development, which I cannot emphasize enough to lull souls into slumber. Until now, only individual souls could be rescued from death traps, and now the solution is available to everyone!!! What an opportunity, what groundbreaking times!!! Now we can get out of the incubation cocoon of the grave, of energy insensitivity, stop chasing the things of the Earth, spread the folded wings of Love, and blossom from the inner Beauties. This is the point when a benevolent hand has come down to us and invites us to stand on our own feet, accept the responsibility of adulthood, break free from all dependence, and mature for the high quality of the Living, who are moved only by the Living.
I know, it’s hard to understand something you don’t know, has never experienced, and know nothing about. And we humans know nothing about Life and what it means to be Alive, but I assure you that just like a fish born in an aquarium, the vastness of the ocean does not frighten it, but rather reminds it of its primal powers. It is the same with you, who allow yourself to be lured into acts of love and can forgive everyone and everything, does not fear for yourself and your own, and only follow what your heart dictates. You will be rewarded a thousand times for every goodwill that you have given to the spiteful, for every understanding you have shown to the enemy, for every silence you have paid to the quarrelsome, and for every ‘property’ you have left to the greedy.
Fear not Shining Soul, fear nothing. Behind every movement
that man makes is a Cosmic Authority that has its own
Loving Order cannot be overwritten by any human means.
This Greatness, this all-embracing Presence, to which everything submits, I felt for the first time towards the end of the forest retreat, like an arrow through the third eye, that it thrust at me as I silently gazed into the flames. After 11 days of fasting, solitude, and inner silence, it flowed through me like a stream of energy. I could be scared, the feeling of energy rush could be scary, but to me the inner silence allowed no action, only pure and trusting surrender, caressing me with the fullness of pleasure and telling me: ‘You are not alone! The Force is always with you!’
The quiet retreat, I hoped, would give me the answer to what to do now that all the old is gone, and I got Revival, even though I didn’t even know I wasn’t Alive. Only when there was enough inner silence in me did I recognize the deadness in which I’ve been living my whole Life, and no one could convince me of this as long as I was ruled by an arrogant mind. Therefore Life can reach me only when thought loses control over me.
Of course, after this burst of Power, I continued to fall, again and again, until I learned to be still inside myself, as I was still at this forest retreat. If I want Power, I must disappear from myself with all that is mine. She comes when I’m not in me. In me, there can only be One, or God or mammon. How are you going to explain this to anyone without coming off as some kind of philosophical voodoo jack? And yet, I experienced the global collapse of the prison mind, which is necessary for the birth of the Soul to take place. Therefore, not only am I allowed to talk about spiritual technology, everything in me screams for it to be given to people of goodwill.
Now more and more people are recognizing the true face of our world, which is not really ours, it is more of a foreign cuckoo that has invaded our inner nest, wants everything for itself, and pushes out what is authentically ours. But beware of clarity. If indignation rises in you at the evil that you see now, remember that it has been there since time immemorial, only you are seeing it now. Don’t fall into the trap of cynicism that accompanies the newly awakened, who wants to shoot all the bastards they now see in the faces they once trusted. If you do, you’re already defeated and your awakening has fizzed out in mid-labor.
A built-in safeguard in the logic of Life that does the level of insights you can bear without self-destruction by the amount of inner silence. The more Peace there is in you, the clearer things are to you, because only Peace accepts, forgives, and elevates what is low. So you delay awakening until you are serious about building an inner silence from which the horrors of our world can be revealed to you without the restlessness driving you to violent action.
You understood what was just said! Don’t split hairs and don’t dodge,
and you will receive Life. You know this
even without someone telling you:
until you ignore your thoughts,
until you build a clearing of Peace within yourself,
you will not revive.
Freedom, as the second wing of the bird of Love, will become the most sought-after Value, which is also reflected in the fact that you do not feel the need to add yourself to the current happening of Life. When you outgrow the need to tailor people and situations to suit yourself, you will be very close to Living, which at every moment see everything in Perfect Order, into which they must not interfere in their own way… not even with completely ordinary things like wanting the opening of a new checkout in a store, when I’m 10th in line and the fury of restlessness whips me into haste and action. I must not obey it and I must accept the given situation as it is, if Life is dear to me. Otherwise, I can obey the murderous cuckoo in my head and choose interference with the Order of Life and voluntary death.
Whoever wants to see for himself this energetic dynamic of Life, will also see that it is enough to spontaneously wish that another cash register would open, to catch the last rays of the sun after a whole day in a steel-concrete world and not a few seconds pass when the cash register will really open without my action. It doesn’t work when I do it with the intention of testing if it really works. I cannot trick Life into obeying anything but the genuine sighs of the heart! This is indeed the Magnificent Nature of Life, which is itself a protective threshold beyond which death cannot cross. Therefore, I repeat again, do not resist what is happening, because what is allowed to happen has crossed that threshold and Life sees its life benefit in it.
The drops of Hostarka invite you to only one thing – to inner silence,
to retreat among the trees and into peace, into acceptance of others
and content with what is. This is not my opinion,
and if you agree with it, it will not become your opinion either.
This is the insight that clears before the inner eye
when you become silent within yourself!
Who am I to own it, because in the inner silence, there is no me,
it is only the Life Clarity that was there long before me.
You see! This is an arrow to the third eye! It is the collapse of the entire system. It is clarity in the complexity of the world that has invaded me from the outside and in which there is no shadow of respect for the divine inviolability of the spirit in which Everything is already. It is shock therapy, it is a slap in the face of sobriety because I recognize the thought as a trickster who wants my agreement to bring it to Life so that at the same moment that I realize it, I lose some Life Force. How could I explain this even more clearly? There are no thoughts in Life!!! A thought exists only in the mind of the one who thinks it, nowhere else. It’s not real, no matter what it is. A thought is an abstract construct that feeds on your energy. You cannot find it anywhere in nature, no living creature knows it. Go for a couple of days to the solitude of the forest and you will not find it anywhere, except in your head, nagging you in every way so that you don’t get absorbed in the omnipresent peace that surrounds you in nature.
Thought is a means of programming by taking you to the timelines of the past, future, or abstract where there is no Life!!! So whenever you talk about something that has happened or something that is yet to happen, you are like a punctured balloon and you are leaking energy at an accelerated rate. Or when you hear predictions of future events warning you of all possible negative possibilities such as the apocalypse, destruction, lack of food, or poisoning of the air, water, and food…, remember what was just said and recognize the trap of negative projections deliberately launched to distract you from a complete presence, in which you are protected.
Learn to let go of reactive behavior based on something
that has happened or is about to happen and become a proactive, spontaneous,
and heartfelt creator of your own reality.
No word will reach your heart if you do not strive to create Peace within yourself if you do not clean the inner garden until it is weed-free if you still allow external circumstances to rule over you, choose the role of victim, shrug your shoulders, and choose voluntary death. All the pearls of salvation will fall through you like into a bottomless vessel.
Only when there is Peace in you, do you tell Life that you want It.
After almost 30 years since that ‘shot to the head’, I am beginning to understand the complexity of the situation in which we humans are trapped.
Life is synonymous with Freedom and Love,
it cannot force anyone to do anything.
Love cannot punish, cannot forbid, cannot impose itself on anyone,
It cannot use mortal qualities to draw me to Itself.
It can only lovingly, gently, and quietly invite and hope
that the sensitivity in me is still alive enough to recognize It
as the only solution, and have enough drops of Love
to pour this insight into realization.
You understand now what a High Art it is for tenderness and respect of Love to penetrate through the hard and insensitive armor of non-life behavior. Drop your hobbies indoors, close the media and reading, and optimize your day so that you always have time and energy for long stays under these mighty beings who, with their last sighs, send loving rays to you.
Since then, I have more and more trustingly surrendered to the power of the trees for whatever was bothering me. I knew that people don’t know because they don’t have Peace, and without it, nothing of Life. An uninitiated person would call it courage to press yourself against the trees in times of need and disregard everything you or anyone else knows, but to me, it seems more like falling on your knees before the Greatness of Life, whose face I see again and by which everything the human seems insignificant and unworthy of my attention.
Saturation with inner silence is the highest power a person can achieve.
Everything lower disappears in it, including so-called incurable diseases, psychological distress, fears, addictions, confusion, violence towards oneself… with everything. Light emerges from the actions of Love, so the more you cultivate silence and inner silence, the more distinctly you recognize the voice of Love and the more you ignite the Light Body, in which there is Health, Clarity, and Power. You lost your health because you dimmed the luster through acts of unlove, regain it through acts of Love.
Similar to experiencing really great music
or a high-pitched man… less than that never satisfies me.
Therefore, I can say that the most obvious sign of a raised vibration
is an increased level of personal satisfaction;
everything of poor quality falls from me like
autumn leaves from the trees.
No strain, as natural as the change of season.
I can’t even say that I had anything to do with it,
except that I was obedient to the quality of Love,
which is awakened only by Life’s Perfection.
Thus, already in my early 20s, everything that I used to ‘love and do’ so enthusiastically passed me by, everything seemed unworthy of my attention. My work, my hobbies, my relationships, my beliefs, my philosophy, my habits, my rhythms… all without life value, just something that everyone does… and everyone does what others have done and I repeat what others have repeated… and I condemn myself to an unoriginal routine that kills the spirit, because Life is a unique unrepeatability, fresh with every moment, always new.
With each day after the retreat ended, I realized more about what really happened to me. Only now was I truly faced with a real test. 11 days without food may have seemed like a lot, but in the case of fasting like the one that awaited me now, there was no comparison. I found myself in an even bigger vacuum than before… I could no longer live as I was.
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